what does it mean when you say the what-ifs ring like carols? are they actually singing or is that the feeling when you wake up?
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what does it mean when you say the what-ifs ring like carols? are they actually singing or is that the feeling when you wake up?
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I have thoughts that I can't just seem to stop for my own good.
I wake up every day to struggle between the carols of what-ifs ringing in my head.
Sometimes I feel dystopian even, like a touch of reality brings me back to a life , I doubt is even mine.
Everything has unfolded as I predicted it to be in my head already. But in the moment I thought of it, it just sounded like a deep-buried fragment of my conscience that I wasn't yet ready to explore.
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is there something that usually pulls you back when it gets too dystopian, or do you have to wait for something to happen?
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when you say everything has unfolded as you predicted, do you mean things actually happen the way you thought, or they feel like they do even when they don't?
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i know that feeling, when you have thought something all the way to the end already and the real moment just cannot match it. that is a lot to carry.
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do you ever get a moment where the what-ifs stop, or is it like constant background noise all day?
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what does it mean when you say the what-ifs ring like carols? are they actually singing or is that the feeling when you wake up?
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what-ifs ringing, are they loud in your head or more like background static?
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i copied down the bit about feeling dystopian. that is the exact moment when reality doesn't match what you already lived in your head.
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those what-ifs that ring every morning, are they the same ones over and over, or do different ones haunt you on different days?
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I have thoughts that I can't just seem to stop for my own good. I wake up every day to struggle between the carols of what-ifs ringing in my head.