Did he ever actually apologize for any of this, or was it always him explaining why you were wrong to feel manipulated?
The end of a very unfriendly relationship.
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Did he ever actually apologize for any of this, or was it always him explaining why you were wrong to feel manipulated?
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When I'm away from you, I feel good. I can't explain it. Maybe I'll tell you in a day or two.
Do you still pass by my house? Or do you avoid it?
I knew the consequences. It was cruel in the end, and I was upset.
You thought it was clever of you to manipulate me without me noticing your objectives.
When I'm away from you, I feel good. I can't explain it.
You call me high, driving at almost 160 km/h, and say my friends are assholes for not supporting us.
So, definitely, when I say: "I'm happier and calmer away from you," maybe I'll explain that to you in two days.
Or, actually, you could disappear. I wanted to scream at you: "Go away," "Fuck off."
You're a guy who doesn't respect our space, and I have to dodge you like a wary cat.
So, definitely, for the third time: when I'm away from you, I feel good. I don't know how to explain this.
It's over. You can leave and go your own way!
You made me feel so miserable and small.
Take your road. There's nothing but pain here.
The end of a very unfriendly relationship.
Judson Kaique, July 31, 2026
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Take your road. Yeah. 🚶
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Is he the kind who might try to come back with apologies once he realizes you're serious, or has that ship sailed?
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The relief you're describing - that's not petty or small. That's your system finally getting to rest.
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Did he ever actually apologize for any of this, or was it always him explaining why you were wrong to feel manipulated?
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Saying it three times - once for you, once to convince yourself, once because it needs to be said. That tracks.
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Are you actually planning to explain it to him, or was that just something to say to get him off your back?
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That part about calling while driving fast to trash your friends - yeah, that's not miscommunication. That's someone testing what they can get away with.
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You mentioned dodging him like a wary cat - has he actually respected any of the boundaries you've set, or is that why you cut him off?
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Oof, that bit about him calling while driving fast to tell you your friends suck. that's not miscommunication, that's control.
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When you're away from them, you feel good - that's the whole answer. That's permission enough.
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When I'm away from you, I feel good. I can't explain it. Maybe I'll tell you in a day or two.