Yeah, that fear.
I’m a bad person
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Thought
Yeah, that fear.
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I did something
I warned someone
Someone who I shouldn’t have
She might know
She might not
But I still believe
That what she did was wrong
He deserved to know
That he was being used
But I would take it back
Because I don’t wanna lose her
But I fear that isn’t possible
Because maybe we weren’t close to begin with
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Sometimes honesty just makes visible what was already cracking. Sometimes it actually cracks things that were fine. You might not know which one this is for a long time.
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You're not a bad person for wanting her to know the truth. You're being hard on yourself for wishing you could go back and undo it. 💔
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Yeah, that fear.
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The part about not knowing whether you were ever close to begin with. That's the quiet kind of ending that stays with you.
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Sounds like you knew something and you had to say it. The part that eats at you now isn't that you told her; it's that you can't take it back if it mattered.
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I did something similar once. I wondered if I should have spoken up instead of staying quiet. Each choice felt like a risk. Do you think she knows it was you who warned her?
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I've been the person who knows something hard and says it, and I've been the person who found out what was said about them. Neither place is clean. But the fact that you're torn like this, that you care whether she knows, that says more about you than whatever you told her.
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