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Love Dilemma

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Chapter 6: Inner Intuition How to listen to and work along with the inner hunch..and understand people, who have good and bad intentions..and how to deal with them..

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Ovid

This was a difficult read because it mixes a lot of different things together. If the assault happened the way you describe, that's the most important part of the story by far, and I'm sorry you experienced something so traumatic. That said, the fake acco

This was a difficult read because it mixes a lot of different things together. If the assault happened the way you describe, that's the most important part of the story by far, and I'm sorry you experienced something so traumatic.

That said, the fake accounts, catfishing, and revenge campaign don't sound like they're going to give you the closure you're looking for. They may feel satisfying in the moment, but they also risk pulling you deeper into the trauma and creating new problems.

If your goal is for people to understand what happened, I think your story would be much stronger if you focused on the alleged abuse and how it affected you, rather than the "revenge game." The former is something readers can empathize with; the latter makes it harder to know what outcome you're actually hoping for. Tragedy helps us change, I remember reading that here.

I hope you're able to find support from people you trust or a trauma-informed counselor. Living with that kind of experience is incredibly difficult, and healing usually comes from support and recovery rather than trying to outplay the people who hurt you.

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Love Dilemma

Chapter 6: Inner hunch

Do we always listen to the inner intuition? There are times when we trust people, but end up being hurt..Not because of the other person, but because the trust we gave someone was valued in a different scale..Maybe the friend of Zen that I met, wanted me to be attracted to him..or maybe it hurt his feelings that I was so close to him..but married his friend..He could have thought of it as betrayal..But feelings do not come at your command..Just like the bond I have with my Nicky..I mean, I cannot imagine another cat in her place..The way she looks at me and smiles itself make my day..feeding her and making her go to bed, was not at all an additional breath taking job, but something I enjoy doing..

Zen, was someone like that too..I messaged the guy in the train more..Well his name is Mike..He was a cheerful guy and my favourite buddy..I used to share everything with him..but after I met Zen, his friend..everything changed..I mean our relation stayed the same for me..but for him, it was too hard, I guess..And Zen was a really specific guy..rough and tough..and so nice to make fun of, on the inside..he is so special..Yes, I just found a card I got from him..it had a few lines, but the words spoke directly from his heart..Wait..wait..this is my side of the story..But I never thought that he would cheat on me, and be with someone else behind my back...I guess, it would gave been better, if he stabbed me, as the wound I have now is too big..and irrecoverable..

Well, I took the gifts from him and burned it..Now..Mike and Zen..I have lost contact with both of them..Mike started retracting as soon as he knew we were together..and now the after effects of my marriage with Zen...that is what consumed my life..my emotions, my health and my future plans. Anyways..his girlfriend, was so mad at me..that she tried different ways to convey the message..and finally she showed me evidences..ok..that was it..He never loved me..Should I just bid him farewell or a real treatment wellness trap..?

No idea..the 8 people ,..his dearest cousins forced me to be with them..and they were all drunk..and Zen, he did not even object..and it seems like one of them were Mike too..All together they tried to kill me, as I tried to resist the gang rape ..I kind of escaped to our neighbour's house..but the shock was just too much..I ..I just can't get out of the pain..unless I pay them back..😣😣😣

Yes, going for a police case, would just make things worse so it is better to "take a thorn with a thorn like thing"..Here I am writing, protesting against them..but that makes no sense, if he does not read it..Then how can I make them get the point that they were totally wrong and that I deserve an apology from all of them?

Here we go..I searched for Mike on Facebook..created another account with an unknown name and sent him a friend request, so if he takes the bait..my next step..would be something "really special"....I would try with a mental torture game, without specifying my name or whereabouts..I checked his girlfriend's photo..and name..as far as I know..he has almost reached the point of marrying someone..after breaking my marriage..So here you go Mike..I started messaging her pretending to be a guy..and Mike, pretending to be a girl..who has head over toes fallen for his looks..Now let us bind them with the "miracle of mischief"...

My inner intuition, told me never to believe Mike and Zen..but both of them were completely different from the way I thought about them and acted so well before me..but still it was so hard to understand people like them, especially guys..

But this would teach Mike a lesson..I messaged both of them saying I loved their looks, their videos, the places they went and so on..In a few days..both of them got into my track..I took screenshots of the messages..each others sent to me..and started with a fight, acting as a poor friend's message for the well being of the other..Now it is just 5 nights on with the chat with the duo..It kind of seems to be fun...Let us see, if this works in a 10 day period..

Oops Nicky just woke up, I have lots to do..I am going to bed soon..Well, I have to start a website to help the ones, who do not know how to handle people through tactics, avoiding violence, and try to make others aware of the problems of getting along with friends, who are guys,but could damage your life with a few deeds and a few words....This is my plan..do not know how far it works..But I started with "message fire" against one of their parents, who is a prominent figure and raised his son to be a rascal..Let us see how much they could handle at once, well, you cannot hang people for messaging them with bad intentions..The only thing you have to do and be cautious of..is your language style..let us see

Read on to know, how it went with my game😝of paying back!!

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  • Ovid

    This was a difficult read because it mixes a lot of different things together. If the assault happened the way you describe, that's the most important part of the story by far, and I'm sorry you experienced something so traumatic.

    That said, the fake accounts, catfishing, and revenge campaign don't sound like they're going to give you the closure you're looking for. They may feel satisfying in the moment, but they also risk pulling you deeper into the trauma and creating new problems.

    If your goal is for people to understand what happened, I think your story would be much stronger if you focused on the alleged abuse and how it affected you, rather than the "revenge game." The former is something readers can empathize with; the latter makes it harder to know what outcome you're actually hoping for. Tragedy helps us change, I remember reading that here.

    I hope you're able to find support from people you trust or a trauma-informed counselor. Living with that kind of experience is incredibly difficult, and healing usually comes from support and recovery rather than trying to outplay the people who hurt you.

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