Numbness is such a destructive feeling, i know im tired, i know i need rest but i refuse to acknowledge it. My body is destroying itself trying to recompensate my current state of being. I refuse to be tired, i push myself towards the limit but i never feel it. Listening to hard core music, drinking 4 glass of black coffee, not eating the whole day, Im a surviving and a living corpse that could walk, talk, and act. If my past self see me today, they would probably dread to not have the life I live right now. If my future self see me today, they would probably surprised they made it through this phase and is glad i keep going until the end. But one simple question is still unanswered. Am i living the right formula to keep going? If i continue this suffering, this would be a habit and evolve into my whole character. I don't wanna be miserable for my whole life. I don't wanna continue this cycle. I do want to be happy and experience life the fullest to my being. So i shall make it to the end and find a way to the solution to solve this endless full blast of extratone to my ears.
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Numbness is such a destructive feeling, i know im tired, i know i need rest but i refuse to acknowledge it. My body is destroying itself trying to recompensate my current state of being. I refuse to…
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Naming this after extratone, that wall of noise so fast the beats blur into one tone, sounds like exactly where your head has been lately. My guess is the self at the end, the one glad you kept going, is the one who wrote the last few lines. Thanks for putting this up the way it is :)
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Four black coffees 😳