it's rough being the only one who breaks the silence. like you're always the first to care and nothing comes back the other way.
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after talking to you for days and days , i choose to ghost things todayy! because i was always the one to text first , so i thought to put a little test on you!! not because i wanted your attention…
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it's rough being the only one who breaks the silence. like you're always the first to care and nothing comes back the other way.
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after talking to you for days and days , i choose to ghost things todayy! because i was always the one to text first , so i thought to put a little test on you!! not because i wanted your attention first , but because i had hope that you might care! but days passed and you didn't texted first , and dumb me choose to text again after a few days! i didn't texted just because you were the only one or i could not find another or better ray! i texted you first just to keep you ''on my wayyy'' ~mohadisss
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but wait, why did you text again after they didn't reach out first? did you already know they probably wouldn't, or was that a surprise?
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do you think you got your answer from testing them like this? or does it still feel like you don't actually know if they care?
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it's rough being the only one who breaks the silence. like you're always the first to care and nothing comes back the other way.
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yeah that's the loneliest kind of texting 😑
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i'm curious what keeping them on your way actually means to you at this point. do you still want them there, or just...?
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ugh i feel the weight of this. you're always reaching and they just let you keep doing it. that's a lot.
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so did you actually get your answer by doing this? like, when they didn't text back, did that tell you something you needed to know?
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the thing is you're the one doing all the maintenance work here. they're just... not showing up. that kind of imbalance doesn't usually fix itself no matter how many times you text first.