your anger is completely valid. nobody should expect you to forgive what he did to your mom.
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hate the way you're not with us anymore
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your anger is completely valid. nobody should expect you to forgive what he did to your mom.
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hate the way you're not with us anymore
hate the fact u don't care about us the way you care about her
hate the way you speak to others saying you love us, but your actions says something diferent
i hate the way you laugh and your fucking smile
i hate your clothes and the way you dress
i hate it when you text to me pretending to worry about me and my siblings
i hate when you look at me, with those fucking "sad puppy" eyes trying to make me feel sorry for hating you.
but i don't. i don't feel sorry for you and i would never be. Because i hate you, dad. hate you because for you my life ended this way. i hate you because my siblings don't know how devil you are. i hate you because you make my mom felt sad when you got married. i hate you because you make her felt sorry to me and my siblings when we were born. i hate you because my mom tried to kill herself of your own mistakes.
i hate you and nothing could change it. I hate you, i would NEVER forget you for all the things you did to my family. i hate YOU.
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Permalinkthe way he tries to make you feel sorry for him with the sad face, like somehow you're supposed to fix his guilt. that's cruel.
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Permalinki don't think you're wrong to feel like this. some things don't get better, and you have to live with the anger.
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Permalinkdo your siblings get it now, or are they still in denial about what he's really like? sometimes people take longer to see it.
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Permalinkwhat gets to me is how much of this is about what he did to your mom. she's the one who suffered the most from his choices.
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Permalinkwhen you were little, did you believe he actually cared the way he said, or could you tell even then that something was off?
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Permalinkthe sad puppy eyes thing is calculated manipulation 💔
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Permalinkwhen he sends those worry texts, does he actually believe his own story about caring, or does he know what he's doing?
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Permalinkyour anger is completely valid. nobody should expect you to forgive what he did to your mom.