Over and real are two different questions here. My guess is the speaker could live with it being over. What he can't put down is whether any of it was real, and the ending already knows nobody is coming back to answer that.
Ghost from the Past.
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Over and real are two different questions here. My guess is the speaker could live with it being over. What he can't put down is whether any of it was real, and the ending already knows nobody is coming back to answer that.
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No matter where you are, my heart will always beat. No matter where you are, my heart will always keep beating, and I won't have the strength to speak. I simply won't be able to speak.
No matter where you are, my heart will always beat. No matter where you are, my heart will always keep beating, and I won't have the strength to speak. I simply won't be able to speak.
I know you love me, but you avoid me. Since 2021 we made plans, I called you, but you remain like a ghost.
Was everything we had in vain? Tell me for the last time. You are a ghost, you live in the shadows, embraced by them.
No matter where you are, my heart will always beat. No matter where you are, my heart will always keep beating, and I won't have the strength to speak. I simply won't be able to speak.
It's 3 in the morning, I don't want to bother you, even because I can't. You disappeared, no number, no email, I cry worried. You promised not to hurt me, and not to let me hurt you.
No matter where you are, my heart will always beat. No matter where you are, my heart will always keep beating, and I won't have the strength to speak. I simply won't be able to speak.
You change like a chameleon, impossible to keep up with you, you are always changing all the time, and that drives me crazy.
No matter where you are, my heart will always beat. No matter where you are, my heart will always keep beating, and I won't have the strength to speak. I simply won't be able to speak.
One day this ends, I don't know if it will be real, if it will be a game of yours. I've been waiting for 5 years.
But truly, I wanted to be living my life, I'm trapped and chained to you. My evasion tactics are obsolete.
What were you? A real boyfriend? Someone looking for fun and new experiences?
You say you're alone, but I've always been here, waiting for you, wanting to know your side.
No matter where you are, my heart will always beat. No matter where you are, my heart will always keep beating, and I won't have the strength to speak. I simply won't be able to speak.
Regardless of everything, is it over? Was I an idiot? Paranoid? Maybe.
I never wanted to have problems with you, but you became a ghost. For exactly 5 years!
No matter where you are, my heart will always beat. No matter where you are, my heart will always keep beating, and I won't have the strength to speak. I simply won't be able to speak.
You don't care about what I am, you just run away, hide like a scared dog.
Regardless of everything, is it over? Was I an idiot? Paranoid? Maybe.
You say you're alone, but I've always been here, waiting for you, wanting to know your side.
Is it over, for five years a specter from the past? What was real? What was true?
We will never know!
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Over and real are two different questions here. My guess is the speaker could live with it being over. What he can't put down is whether any of it was real, and the ending already knows nobody is coming back to answer that.
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The heart still beating while the voice gives out. That split carries the whole poem for me, the body keeps at it and the words quit.
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No matter where you are, my heart will always beat. No matter where you are, my heart will always keep beating, and I won't have the strength to speak. I simply won't be able to speak.