The Last House
I was born where rooftops learned to collapse before they had ever met the rain. They called it childhood. I called it a rehearsal for every absence that was still to come.
My father left behind nothing but the shape of a door closing for the last time. My mother became a portrait my memory stubbornly keeps restoring, though time continues to steal her face.
Since then, I have learnt that abandonment is a silent religion: no one preaches it, yet every orphan knows how to pray it.
I loved women who departed before they had truly arrived. They left perfumes that outlived their promises. I still find some of them wandering the corridors of my insomnia, never once returning to reclaim what they left behind inside me.
For years, the telephone has remained motionless, a cemetery of numbers. No voice asks whether I survived. No "How are you?" crosses the desert of the wires. Even the ringing has given up on me.
I came to know the anatomy of public squares. Concrete benches proved more faithful than many embraces. The stars became my roof, the cold wrote letters upon my bones, and stray dogs guarded my sleep better than any human promise ever could.
I watched dawn rise among cardboard, rust and nicotine. I discovered that hunger does not ache only in the stomach; it chews through hope until nothing remains but teeth.
For years, I believed God had lost my address.
Perhaps He had never known it.
Yet there is one truth no ruin has ever managed to bring down.
After everyone had gone... after every love chose another station... after the world forgot my name...
someone remained.
Me.
A man covered in scars, with cracked hands and eyes that had learnt to converse with silence.
It was he who lifted me when no one returned. It was he who shared with me the last fragment of dignity when there was no bread left to divide.
Today I understand: the rarest kind of love does not arrive through the telephone. It does not return inside a photograph. It does not knock upon the door dressed as longing.
It grows instead—raw as iron, pure as water discovered in the heart of the desert.
And when the whole world declared me abandoned,
I finally found the only person who never found the courage to leave me—
myself.