Nights in the strangeness of being a stranger,
longing for the strangeness of a world that is not strange at all—
a world in which you are at a disadvantage
because of who you are, what you believe, and what you say.
And it persists—everything will persist—beyond the thick darkness
that can be seen in the distance, behind me.
Every would-be saving device inevitably dissolves.
Within these contexts, truths are revealed that must be accepted,
swallowed like bitter morsels of chewed-up ivy.