I have no idea what I have been doing with my life. It feels like a blank page. I've been searching for internships, trying to do freelancing, content creation, and so many other things. People say, "Don't complain to God about your life." I stopped doing that, but I still feel so disappointed in myself.
I went for internship exams, then my college exams came along. I kept trying freelancing and content creation, only to realize that my camera quality is so poor that it doesn't even capture my face clearly.
I see everyone doing their dream jobs, going on vacations, and spending time with their friends, while I lie on my bed and watch them. Every door seems to be closing day by day. No more friends, no money, so many problems, and family expectations.
Where do I go? What do I do? Am I not worthy of any of this? I keep looking for answers, but I just end up stuck in this loop.